Ramblings about my treasures...

Wow, I'm all done with vacation. I went on the adventure trip and had an amazing time with some of the most wonderfull people that have ever lived. I must say in the past few months my heart has become quite swollen and very spoiled. I love you all so so much and am so intensely gratefull for you and the awesome roles your playing in my life. Some of you have completely redefined friendship for me. It's like a whole new level of "friend" that I never knew existed. And if someone told me a year ago that friendships like this were out there I never would have beleived I desearved one. Until now. Because you allow me to love you back, so much. And it constantly amazes me that I don't just have one amazing friend but I have ...5. I know I've said this a million times but when I was growing up I never had friends and every now and then I'd get one for a little while and they would just break my heart as fast as they could. A few of them even beat me up! So really, I am just so in love with all of you. So gratefull to God for blessing me almost rediculously. You are my family. I went to L.V. with mom and Sacremeto to see grandma for 8 long days! I missed you all so much. Drove mom crazy talking about ya. I am so glad you all met for dinner while I was away. Being able to talk to you all together, knowing that all the people I loved the most were all in one spot and all talking to me ....and you know that was a hard day because of the condition grandma was in...you all melted my heart that day...just by being you and being together. I know most of you will never read this cause you just don't get online as much as some of us do. so really, I write this for anyone who may be reading random blogs feeling lonely. People can be so wonderfull. Even if there is no one in your life now I beleive that if you look at Jesus and love Him, He will send you His people and they will love you through their love for Him. I am simply overwhelmed by my friends. It's almost like God is giving me the love of all the friends I missed out on while I was ignoring Him through the love of these five amazing brothers and sisters. To my five...you are my greatest treasures. I'm not going on any more vacations unless you all come with me, otherwise it's just not a vacation. To anyone who read this hoping to read an interesting maybe encuraging blog where things are spelled correctly ... please try back another day. My head and heart are full of things I'm aching to share but for now I just want you to know I love you. Even those of you who are not my five...I love you. I think there are something like 200 elementers out there now...and I love you all. God loves you and desires so MUCH to show you, I happen to think if we let Him, He will show us His love through His people! YAY for Jesus lovin friends!!! Be Blessed my friends, I really do love you a lot, Warrior Princess Jen